Some ppl jux do not have creativity. HOR!! LEE XINYI! Jux copy wad i said here den jux change the name and paste it in their blog. HOR!! :P haha!!

Erhem! I delete the part where i tempt my friend. Cos i felt guilty. I should do that. Although sometimes we will play that but cannot be too much. Hor??
Mmm! I apologize openly too. Sorry!(bow):D
I love staying at home alone:D Cos i can do my own thing. I can invent some stupid food in the kitchen. No one controls me:D eating chee chong fun now. Yummy. somemore with my mum's chilli! Tok gong man! hahaha! Like those aunties haha!
Ok bye:D Time to search for meaningful songs:D bye bye.

Woo!! finally! End of all the stress! The 10 years of education in the school is ending soon!! ONE more MCQ to go onli:D
Ya. Finally i became quiet. Thinking, ten years of education, zhiyin 10 years, finally can 松一口气。Phew. my mind is free now really free now. No more thinking of wad should i study ltr, wad should i study tmr, wad am i going to do! My humanities!!, etc.
Arh!!! Cant wait for _!! Woo!! 26 nov!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Jux came back from ang mo kio chap hang. I love eating the satay and the hokkien mee:) Saw a new store sellin organic soy bean milk, they have tis apple,kiwi,banana and soybean smootie:) drinkin it now:) tasty! Ok bye! I'm usin the wifi thingy to blog secretly now. Shh dun tell my parents... Hee hee.

说得容易，才不容易。

Another cold war without any reason.

I'm really sick and tired of havin such situation like tat every single month. Its like friendship also have periods like tat...
Is it my fault? Ya most probably, jux that i didnt realise tat. I felt so _ today. Maybe i really have some stupid attitude problem. Its always i'm the one that started those quarrelin den make things worst. Sometimes I really think tat i dun deserve to have any friends.
Causin them to get hurt again and again. Its always the same case. All started with lots of endless laughter, thinkin tat we click all the time, den after tat slowly veri veri close, den slowly got lots of problems, den finally end of the priceless friendship. Includin this incident, i think its the 3rd time. Hmmm who is the fourth one? I think should be one of the poly friend la hor?? Ya.

来不及说再见

This song was sang by this girl, guo shu yao. It's for her dad. He's dead alr. Ya. I teared after hearing this too. Cos i think of my gong gong. The title is like saying this girl did not make it to say bye to her dad, it was too late. For me its like my grandpa was lying in the ICU room, i was looking at him, holding his cold hand. But when i was in school, my mum smsed me saying that he's _. Ya so its like i didnt even manage to be there to say bye to him, didnt manage to see him going to the other world and didnt manage to hear his last breathe.... Nvm... I know he's fine up there :D
Read through the lyrics, its meaningful to this girl and me and maybe you too:D


下过雨的蓝天 彩虹浮现你的脸
那是小时候 被你抱着来到海边
海风很咸 幸福很甜
宽阔的肩 任我撒娇又赖又黏

孤单单的黑夜 星星映照你双眼
那是你走后 望着窗外孤枕难眠
眼泪很咸 幸福走味
回忆无限 只能透过字里行间

你离开的那一天 匆忙间 来不及说再见
失去你的这些年 没改变 数不完的思念
是玩笑还是考验 我们缘分那么浅
好想许一个愿 让我再见你一面

孤单单的黑夜 星星映照你双眼
那是你走后 望着窗外孤枕难眠
眼泪很咸 幸福走味
回忆无限 只能透过字里行间

你离开的那一天 匆忙间 来不及说再见
失去你的这些年 没改变 数不完的思念
是玩笑还是考验 我们缘分那么浅
好想许一个愿 牵你的手回从前

你离开的那一天 匆忙间 来不及说再见
失去你的这些年 没改变 数不完的思念
是玩笑还是考验 我们缘分那么浅
好想许一个愿 要一个有你的永远

hello!!! bye bye!!! check out my blog song. I think not bad, so i share with you:D

I'm not a zombie you toot!

yo yo yo! So late alr still dun wanna sleep ar?! Haha!
I'm going to june's house tmr to have tuition together. Still considerin whether to stay overnight there anot.
O level is round the corner and i do not have tat urgency, jux like my bro last year. How how how?
Maybe my expression on my face is jux too easy to guess. Ppl started askin me whether i'm ok anot. Jux like wad my mum said, i only have two expression, either sad or happy. Its jux too easy to guess. Ok-.-
After Os will be fun:) get to go out without gettin scoldin from parents for not studyin. Going out with my cliques,classmates,cousins,primary school friends,tuition friend,blah blah blah.
Damn stupid la, woke up tis mornin, couldnt get off my bed, my head is like so heavy. I cant even concentrate. Till my mum came back, brought my favourite phad tai and the thai spicy mango salad from golden mile. I ate and kept perspiring:) after tat, i'm ok alr!:) almost drank some herbal and bitter drink becos of tat. Phew...:) hee hee.
I also dunno wad happen to us. Maybe something is going to happen or...
And you, i dun think i can handle you alr. You jux broke your promise. I think you forget wad you said to us. I can predict tat durin the holidays there wun be you around. Hor?

There are so many things to say. All kept in my heart. But wad am i supposed to do?! I really dunno. I only know tat by sayin it out, things might be worst. I really cant stand it.
There are so many times when i wanted to sms xinyi to tell her but i will end up savin it to draft and delete it.
Jux smsed xinyi. Wad i wanna say is "So sorry, i dun mean to hide it from you. I know we both promised not to hide any trouble from each other anymore. I know. I know you are tryin to lighten my burden but... Ya. Sorry. I know tat's not wad you wanna hear."
Anyway i dun think i can handle it properly this time round,really. I dunno wads happenin to me either. I kept thinkin of muz be and not wad if or maybe. May you are right, i'm always thinkin i'm the right one, but actually i'm wrong.
Tis blog has really became from happy to sad. Hope good things get back soon and bring colour to my blog.

Hmmm i realised its no use asking you wad happen every single time when u sulk. Really. When u wanna say, u will just say:D "no use forcing" said by _.

Ya and umm ya graduation day is like 14 Oct BUT after that, its still normal school days-.- So can someone tell me wad does graduation day mean??
I will not care that much for friendships alr. I mean it. Not like some ppl, say for the sake of saying only. Its like no use la. It takes two hands to clap, but where is the other hand/hands?? Ya. No one is caring, all are jux like study come first study come first. So zhiyin is going to follow them else i will be the stupid one, troubled over them and den affect my studies while all are passing with flying colours. JIA YOU!! :D
"Show our aunties we can do it! GO GO GO!"

存在

你说着
我听着
像海浪打着
沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐
连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色
我听着
你说着
像刀子划的
隐隐痛着
就因为爱没有规则
所以心痛了死了回不去了
但是我存在着
我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的
离开我的时候却没舍不得
我真的存在着
我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得